what's my motherfucking name?

Wow. I spent the whole school year and then some not updating this.

Well, in my last entry I was talking about my internship and work. To catch y'all up I quit the Newport Beach Film Festival internship like a week or two after I started because I thought I had to look for a new job. I wish I would have known that I didn't need to quit that internship because I got another job on the same floor with the same hours AND THEN my old job wanted me back several months later. DAMN.

The school year wasn't great but compared to the nightmare that was last year, it's wasn't too bad.

I moved in with my screenwriting buddy, Julie. I loved it. For the first time ever I didn't hate my roommates. I also had my own room! Everyone was so nice. I was also hardly there though because I finally got a car AND started driving on the freeway. Big step for Scaredy Cat Cynthia!

I'm going there tomorrow (today technically) to pick up the rest of my stuff.

Also, tomorrow (technically today) Sarah, my other screenwriting bud, is coming from England for a couple of days to work on SPJ! Maybe when I get to the U.K. in January I can see her face!

Oy, I got pneumonia in December. That really sucked. I thought I was dying. I kept going to the doctor, they kept giving me drugs, I was getting worse. I missed the last three weeks of fall quarter and had to write papers and do my finals with like fevers and coughing fits. It traumatized me.

Then from January till now I had to deal with anxiety. It's all in my head. I'm better now, but still not normal in some aspects.

What sparked my anxiety was my fear of getting sick again and my sudden decision to stay an extra year to study abroad.

Jesus.

But like I said, I'm better now. I can't let my life be ruled by fear. I'm going to do the things that I'm scared of, not all things of course (never going to try to overcome my fear of rollercoasters that's for sure), but more like going to a foreign country by myself and staying there for several months.